Not feeling to excited today.

I guess I am in a super pessimistic mood today but I just keep thinking that there is something wrong with this pregnancy. Because I keep seeing other women who have the same due date I do who Ovulated on the same day, but their beta levels were in the 50's the first day and 100's the second. Mine were 12, 45, and 91. Yes they doubled but I'm just so worried that the fact they are so low means something bad.

I'm going stir crazy.

It feels like time is going by so slowly. My first ultrasound is December 10th and it feels like it is months away. I have spend the past few days looking at every website and baby book I can find. Like I have not read most of them by this point anyhow. I am counting down until the 10th I can not wait until it gets here. I just really hope that Jesse is able to go with me to it. I don't want to do it alone.

OMG is it real?!?!

I couldn't believe it when I saw it this morning at 10 DO. I had my first beta today it was 12, so their sensitivity is obviously lower than 50. I go back thursday for a second beta. I'm cautiously excited. According to Fertility Friend I am 3 weeks and 3 days pregnant and Due July 30th 2011.